⠀⠀⠀⠀Don’t tell me how do I reverse a mistake
⠀⠀⠀⠀I’d kill myself before I’ll openly admit.
⠀⠀⠀⠀I can’t create reality out of what’s fake.
⠀⠀⠀⠀No longer is there anything at stake
⠀⠀⠀⠀I care about. But just for the hell of it,
⠀⠀⠀⠀tell me, how might I erase a mistake?
⠀⠀⠀⠀A true heart’s one that will truly break.
⠀⠀⠀⠀Not so mine. Mine only knows to quit.
⠀⠀⠀⠀Reject the real thing, and all else is fake.
⠀⠀⠀⠀The real thing’s too good to be real. I make
⠀⠀⠀⠀it up for myself. Let me shit my own shit.
⠀⠀⠀⠀Don’t tell me how to correct a mistake.
⠀⠀⠀⠀What makes it so ridiculous an ache
⠀⠀⠀⠀is how I’ll only trust what’s counterfeit.
⠀⠀⠀⠀Get real? I stopped trying to. Now I fake.
⠀⠀⠀⠀There was one once for whom I was opaque
⠀⠀⠀⠀and natural, genuine, my perfect fit.
⠀⠀⠀⠀So how do I undo my worst ever mistake?—
⠀⠀⠀⠀I lost my one real love and kept the fake.